Waiting for You like a stupid gal :'(

" So there goes my life
Passing by with every exit sign
It's been so long
Sometimes I wonder how I will stay strong"
#city and colour - Hello, I'm In Delaware#

And it feels like this is the last chance I have to say
Every word that I've been fighting
Well, I have finally decided to hold my head up with pride
And accept the way life takes you through these changes
Cause when you reach the stars you've made it

It's just there's something that I've been dying to let you know
And now that you're gone I'm holding on and I just can't let go

I get a little down on myself
But when you came around my world felt new
I opened up my eyes to the light
And I saw deep inside of a love that was true

And if I ever let you go I'm hoping that some time will show
That you're the one, you're the one for me

And it feels like this is the perfect time
For me to say that deep down inside I'm hurting
But at least I know you're worth it

And if I hold myself with pride and accept the pain
Then life will take me through these changes
Cause I have so much left to see

It's just there's something that I've been dying to let you know
Cause now that you're gone I'm holding on and I just can't let go

And if I ever let you go I'm hoping that some time will show
That you're the one, you're the one for me

So let's go back down to the bank of that river where
We can dive right in and forget
About the worries from the world outside
Cause you know my world, my worlds not over
Because I have an angel on my shoulder

And I'll be coming home and when I feel those butterflies
I'll see that I need to find a better way
Just to believe you're gone
So long, some day I'll find the strength to move on

#Valencia - Where Did You Go#

how long must i wait? T^T

p/s : I'm dying without the news from you. Kenapa tak bagi je satu keputusan. Decide ! Sama ada You really want me or NOT, so I'll not waiting! T__________T